Sunday, August 03, 2008

Royal Enfield :)



I finally bought a bike.. Not that I was always waiting for buy one but I never felt a real need for one ... Since I heard about Himalayan Odyssey on RE bike, I always had this thing of buying a Royal Enfield at the back of my mind.. Once I read about it and saw its pictures there were no second thoughts that if ever I want to buy a bike this will be the one..

Gosh I wish something like this happens in matrimony too that I really know she is the one :) ...

I have ridden it for only 30Kms to date and I have only 3 words to sum up my feelings when I ride it :

Feel like god :) ..

I thikn that was for Avenger :) .... Oh that reminds me that Royal Enfield has made a video to promote this bike : Leave Home  :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkNJhAl_s3w

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Chips@Cisco

Well this is what is taking most (or all) of my weekends since last many months....It is an annual conference of Cisco where people from various Cisco groups submit papers/ppt's about interesting / innovative stuff which they have done or about design techniques or some process which other teams can follow. I had submitted an abstract in the January and it got selected. The final presentation is due on April 29, so lots of time and effort is going into this.. The title of the presentation is "How to avoid getting caught in the CDC abyss". It basically talks about Clock Domain Crossings happening in designs and how to take care issues they may cause. Almost on every weekend since Feb this year, I am going to office and working on this. Weekdays are already so hectic because of the project delivery date coming closer. Just thought of jotting it down here as someday I will see this and remember :) ...

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Death of a salesman


Yesterday I watched this American classic play written by Arthur Miller. A play worth watching and made us think about the life which we are living and its meaning. The play was scheduled to start at 6:30 PM in Brigade Millennium (JP Nagar, 7th Phase) and even if play hadnt been so good the place itself is worth a visit.. Nice ambience.. Calm surroundings.. I started from my office at 5:15 pm.. Hoping to make it by 6:15 as that was the time printed on tickets after which doors to auditorium will be closed... By 5:45 I managed to reach Silkboard.. But that was not good as I still had to go around 10 KM in 30 mins in the Bangalore traffic..People familar with Bangalore, understand that that is imposs.. A feeling of that I wont reach on time started sinking into my heart and this all effort will go in vain..I was going by BMTC bus and driver was in mood to cross 40 kmph even if road ahead was totally empty... When all this was going into my mind.. wht to do etc, I got a call Pocha telling me that Aditya is also on the way and we two can sync up at some place...( as he was coming on bike and I saw light at the end of the tunnel).. I called him instantly and we decided to sync up at Jaydeva flyover.. He told me that he will reach the place in another 10 mins.. So from Silkboard to Jaydeva flyover in 10 mins... I got down from bus and caught an auto...I made it to Jaydeva flyover in 15mins with Aditya waiting from me there since last 5 mins..It was 6:10 pm then.. so we had only 5 mins and some 5 KM to go.. In the meatime, Pocha had called both of us so many times telling that only 15 mins , 10 mins, only 5 mins left everytime :) .. and made both of us panic striken.. We zoomed through the bangalore traffic in the JP nagar area and reached the place at 6:20 pm.. We parked the bike and went running to the entrance of the auditorium... The play started at 6:30 with doors still open till that time.. The Brigade Millennium is a nice palce..Myself and Pocha had a small discussion that one should either live in such apartments with these amenities or to some near by place atleast.. The play was good and nicely acted with showing dreams of an American salesman (Willy loman), who wants to make it big in life by earning money etc... He worked hard throughout his life but without knowing whether that is really what he wants to do etc .. The play was presented by Aavega productions....During the intermission (after Act1), we all (Pocha, Jitesh, Aditya, Prema, Poonam n myself) had snacks and a mouth savoring tea ( I had two cups :) ) .. After the play with the lesson : follow your heart in life and dont go by the usual rat race thing, we all decided to go for dinner at Inchara but place was running full and we decided to go to Nandini instead and I want to tell u all that North indian food sucks there and it is grossly overpriced.. It is always better to take south indian food in such south indian speciality restaurants.. After dinner, we all went to L&T south city to drop Jitesh/Pocha and then Prema dropped me back to my home while coming back ... It was a lovely evening with play, drive, food and a wonderful time with all of them..

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Utter Confusion ...

Why I am so confused about every damn thing ... I feel like probably I am the most confused person on this earth.. I feel like I am in a maze and I have no idea what to do, which way to go, whats the way out of this.. Be it my professional or personal life, I find myself equally confused.. Professional life has so many options .. shall I go for MBA Finance as I am really passionate about Equities.. but i dont hate my techie job either.. life is going on comfortably.. shall I do MBA as I am only a B.Tech ? .. Or that wont matter if I choose to be in this techie line for rest of my life.. Shall I go for my own start up... and what not ... The same goes for personal life too.... Since the thing is hindsight is always 20/20, so I always try to think how will I see these things say 2 yrs down the line.. Whatever I am doing today, my actions today, how will I see them some years down the line. Thats the way I try to think... The reason being as today I laugh at myself for the way I thought about the things in the past and things whcih I did. I also firmly believe that I am solely responsible for whatever I did in the past, whatever I thought about things as it was me who decided to do that thing as I felt that as the best thing to do in that situation. I think hindsight is 20/20 because in hindsight we remember only rational things, things which actually mattered at that point.. We forget about the "noise" which was present at that time and which made us to act in a particular manner at that time. So today I strive hard to think about the things after filtering that noise... Seems really hard and it is indeed so, but thats what I try to do... It takes quite an effort and I feel like a person starved of energy no matter in the end I am actually able to do so or not..

Also couple of things which I have learnt from the past are : words can help you express what u feel but sometimes silence or a pause is what you really need.. there is no substitue for a well timed pause.. So not saying something is what is really needed sometimes... The other on similar lines is that sometimes the best thing to do is to do nothing... We all have this perennial desire to make things better and do something.. we dont know how to sit tight.. forget about not acting, we dont even consider not doing anything as an option ... but sometimes the best thing is to leave the things the way they are... learn to give up... Sometimes giving it time is what is really needed..

Coming back to the confusion thing, I wonder the way our life is affected by the people around us is upto us to choose or if something happens then it was always destined to happen that way.. Questions likes this comes to mind so often.. Can I really control the outcome of the events happening around me or it is just that nature conspires for them and all I can do is to act in the manner I am supposed to .. Also I feel like this is the most turbulent stage of my life... this late 20's .. I feel like after getting married, things will be so much better as one of the biggest event of life would have played out the way it was meant to be.. Being so passionate about markets, I can correlate this with the way markets behave to uncertainity... Markets tell us a great deal about how humans behave to uncertaininty .. feeling jittery.. factoring future into the present..doomsday predictions when things go a lil wrong..

Sometimes I feel like whether it is really good to achieve control of things as basically that is controlling emotions and becoming a stoic.. for sure i wont be taking pain, I wont be going through agony but i will also forget abt what is joy, ecstacy.. so emotions are like addectives... they give u a kick when u feel happy...but u feel like u r dieing when they work d opposite way.. so, is life worth living with keeping your emotions under control.. just living a plain life without any ups and down ? Then what comes to my mind is : is there some element in each one of us which wants life to be in constant state of flux and sometimes we desire to feel sad... sometimes we really want to be intentionally sad .. we want to hurt ourself ..we want to purge ourselves as we feel relieved and happy after being sad for sometime.. we want to go through the pain (emotional but I think some people may like physical pain too) and we desire for those emotions.. so sometimes do we all behave like masochists ?


The one thing which is very clear to me even in this state of utter confusion is that I will get the answer of all these things couple of years down the line .. As for the rear view mirror "Objects in the mirror are closer than what they appear" thing, I think rear view in life is not only close but clear too ...

Saturday, February 02, 2008

We all change for the one we love



Kudos to Canara bank who has captured this idea so well and it so appropriate for their brand image change campaign .. I am so impressed with their campaign that I am thinking of opening a account with them.. Not only the slogan is so good but also their ads ... The one in which a south indian old lady is shown that she is trying to learn punjabi as their bride is a punjabi kudi.. the other one in which the wife tries to learn about cricket as her husband loves cricket etc..

I Loved Taare Zameen Par and equally so Saare Zameen Par ...




Apart from giving Aamir Khan the due respect for making TZP ( this is one movie which everyone should watch)... I think Saare Zameen Par will be an apt line to remember Jan 2008 Stock Market Crash for the years to come .. Stocks came to mouth watering levels and my patience paid off .. I Loved Taare Zameen Par and equally so Saare Zameen Par ..

Jaspreet's Bachelor Party ..

Yesterday we (myself n my team memebers at Cisco) celebrated Jaspreet's bachelor party at my home.. It was a great party and we all had so much of fun and the patry mahol was similar to the one shown in the Mcdowell's latest 8 ke thaad commercial.. People cracked all sorts of jokes about marriage... Basically as bachelor parties always provide this one too provided a vent to the "supressed" feelings of all the married n unmarried guys present there... Music,drinks,food,dance and fattebaaji rocked the celebrations... Jaspreet cracked a a couple of jokes : people say marriage is a place where the Guy loses his Bachelor's and Gal gets the Master's. One more : marriage party pe music is not needed as daaru pe ke baraati to generator ki aawaz pe he dance kar lenge.. LOL :).. Much needed fundaes (or Gyaan) was given by experienced n married ppl about married life like what to do,when to do,what not to do etc.... The evening started with light music and general discussion about marriage n life after that .. Then we talked about Jaspreet's past experiences with gals...After that the party was in full swing and we had an almost 1 hr session of dance to numbers like "Dard e disco" .. "Hare rama Hare krishna".. "Koi kahe"... "Kya mujhe pyar hai".."Pyar karke Pachtaya"... list n the party went on .. None of us would have ever expected that this party would be so much fun..Everybody was in full mood and just savoring every moment of the party.. Well i dont have any photos of the party to put here as when all this was going on everbody agreed that there will not be any record of the deeds done during the party... Manoj, Kishor, Raka, Sangeeth, Jaspreet and Myself had a memorable time..In the end there was a talk on insomnia and its probable benefits after marriage.. The party,for sure,bought each one of us closer to each other (literally as well as we had 2 mattress's opposite to each other in our hall with 3 ppl sitting on each)..

A party which I will never forget for rest of my life ..

Wish you a Happy Married Life Jaspreet !

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Lessons from Jan 2008 ...by Udayan Mukerjee ..

The thing about life is that one makes mistakes. Many mistakes were made in the second half of 2007 and those sins have to be washed away by blood, such is the way of financial markets. Some participants will go down under and never be able to get back to the market again but most will survive. The pain will linger for many months, maybe years but lessons have to be learnt. Every such debacle has lessons for us and the sooner we forget them the more we suffer.

The first lesson is not to let stock price performance become the sole reason for buying, a mistake which was made in abundance in the last 3 months. What couldn't be explained by fundamentals was credited to liquidity. The present lost all relevance as people chose to focus on the distant future, perhaps simply because the present could never justify those ticker prices; only a hazy dream of the future could. Traders and investors had no time for fundamental analysts, in many cases they were labelled "cribbing fools". Chartists became the most celebrated tribe on the street as only they could see and predict the one way run to glory for many of the hot stocks even as fundamental watchers cringed at valuations....till the music stopped. Don't get me wrong, charts do work in trending markets but once stock prices veer away completely from fundamental value, people need to get careful. But they never are. Now that the blinkers are off, people should ask themselves why stocks like RNRL, Ispat, RPL, Essar oil and Nagarjuna fertilisers have lost 50-70% of their value. It is simply because their stock prices had snapped all connection with underlying business fundamentals, earnings and value. Their stock prices became the only reasons for buying them which works for a while but not forever.

The other big lesson, one which should have been driven in earlier in May 2006, is the danger of overextending oneself in the futures market. The lure of stock futures is easy to understand. Put in some margin, take a big exposure on a fast moving stock, make a killing when prices shoot up. Repeat exercise. Just that people forgot that prices may also come down and at a pace which noone can even imagine, maybe their friendly stockbrokers forgot to tell them that part of the story. The result : unbridled speculation that ran into lakhs of crores, excesses that we are paying for today. Even this fall will not cure investors of their love for futures speculation but if at least some amount of caution is injected it would have been a worthwhile learning. Futures are not toys for amateurs, they are time bombs in the hands of inexpert and inexperienced traders, it's only a matter of when the fuse runs out.

The other learning which I hope will play out in the future, as it has in the past, is that it pays to be brave in times of panic such as these. If I was allowed to invest myself , which I am not, I would have no hesitation in deploying serious money into the market today, knowing fully well that prices may fall more tomorrow. And I would be standing there tomorrow to buy more of the same, till my money ran out. India is going to be a terrific stock market story for many years to come, even an intermediate bearish patch cannot shake that conviction of mine. At best, one will have to wait a bit for the returns to follow. That's alright. You are happy to put money in a bank FD and then wait for one full year to collect that measly 8%, aren't you? Then why does the stock market need to give you 20% every month? In the last one year, I haven't seen so many good stocks trade at such mouth watering levels. Forget trading, avoid the duds which were fuelled up by operators, just go out and buy those bluechips. They will deliver, even if there is a global market meltdown for a while, and if you are a bit patient you will be rewarded. But do remember January 2008, as history will repeat itself again in the future. Just that our memories tend to be too short and our greed too much.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

2007 : The year that was !

It is time to bid adieu to 2007. Just thought of recollecting some things about the year this was.. totally random insane musings ..

It was definitely a 007 style bond year and I dont know why I get this feel that it was a good year for most of the people I know :) .. Thanks 2007 for spreading joy and happiness around.. For some of my friends it was the year they got married : Chirkut, Hemant and they entered into a new phase of life .. For some it was the year they passed out with their PGDBM's and joined the bandwagon of corporate world : Lappa,Nilesh,Fugga,Hemant and other IIT M batchmates. For me , it was another year with another new job (I just hope there is not another job change is in store for me in 2008). It was the year in which I started my matrimony fite with full steam. I purchased paid membership plans of Jeevansaathi and Punjabimatrimony.com. It was the year when I moved back to Bangalore which bought an end to my short stint at Delhi. It was the year when my nephew Harsh celebrated his first B'day. It was the year when I almost decided to quit my job and thought of doing something of my own. Mondaya dream is still afloat.. It was the year when I stayed mostly out of equities ( and didnt make or lose much money).. It was the year when I thought of sueing a company cause they didnt pay me my last month salary till almost 3 months after quiting the company..It was the year when Raka, Daddy, Pocha and Myself had those wonderful talks about the things can be done.. those discussions.. those mails on We_will_do_it ! .. It was the year Budget policy changes on Cement pricing and MAT for infrastructure companies made my portfolio nosedive that day and for next some days .. It was the year when everybody paid so much attention to what Fed has to say in their next meeting.. What will they do with interest rates in America.. It was the year when Subprime Shock hit the financial markets across the world.. and pushed US towards a recession...It was the year Sensex achieved 20K mark .. It was the year I made a small F & O trade for the first time in my trading history .. It was the year I tried some more sitcoms : scrubs.. futurnama .. It was the year which made its begining with myself totally out with booze and watching a movie in a PVR in Faridabad with Sumit, Sunil and Raka .. It was a year when I went to a trip to Nainitaal and Jim Corbett Park .. And that Transwitch trip to Ranthambhore in Rajasthaan .. It was the year which taught me so many lessons on Professional and Personal front and made me a better person in the end .. In the later part of this year I stopped reading ET (Why, I dont know.. just slipped into background ?) .. time to get back to it in 2008 .. It was the year I didnt write CAT :) and took a break ! .. It was an year when I made some new friends in Bangalore and I must say I am lucky to have found people like them in my life.. It was the year when everybody in world said : Chak De India with Indian economy on a roll .. !!!